T minus today.

you would think that after the exams, i'll be free-er than i was during study period. but nooooooooooo.

we tend to plan our lives without the possibility of 'unforseen circumstances'.

i thought this week would be a week for me to tie up loose ends, finish my packing, run finish my household errands and yadayada.

thought doesnt always coincide with reality.

i've never been so mentally phased out in a school-holiday period before. and its only week1!

due to the current swine flu-hype, it is only SMART for ppl with impending travel plans to not fall sick. even the common (always negligible) cough and runny nose should not pose as a problem. but, life is in a whole different swing.

my dad is having some runny nose problems, my mom is having sorethroat/cough. in short, they are both KO-ed for this whole week and are confined to less mentally-taxing tasks because they HAVE TO be well enough to pass through customs.

so its left to the brother and i to do the necessary. BUT, with the car issue, transportation and the cost itself is seriously uncalled for (if idiot over there drove properly). also, the internet modem broke down a few days ago and that warrants someone to go down to payalebar area for an exchange.

oh. and esea is really *adjlsklkjfsernlfajlru!! i feel so manipulated for my skills. hahah. i need a job that gives me job security due the end of august! not for "to-fill-in-the-gap" scenarios!

and DID YOU KNOW WINTER CLOTHES COST LIKE 7401385013703840813million dollars?!!!!

omg. so not good for the current economic crisis at home!

i'm sorry that i cant meet you all enough before you all enlist (figo & vincent).
:(

i'm sorry to the friends that i'm supposed to meet up for coffee with after the exams!
:(

i'm sorry to grandma! (i've not seen you for like a month!)

bahhhh. (many many more sorrys that are yet to be mentioned!)

...........

NZ better be worth it.